something aint' right

not sure what happened, but i have just been feeling like shit today. the day started okay with a nice jog down to crissy field, but on the return trip i felt lke i had been hit by a truck. i made to the store for supplies, then home to a hot shower, which did no good. lauren came by to burn some cd's, which was nice - we always cheer each other up, and i basically lounged in my room all day and we just chatted and gave each other a hard time - what are friends for???

finally i went to work, and just faded from there, until i got home and seemed to enjoy a great second wind, that went away quick, and i've been moping around the house all night - did manage to clean my room and burn some cd's, so the night wasn't a total loss. but now it's late and i'm worn out - this week has been a mentally challenging one, full of way to much drama which i am still trying to comprehend before i can even attempt to write it down - basically it's been one of those weeks that you sit back and think about what the hell you are doing with yourself, who are your true friends, and where is that soul mate everyone is telling you about - couple that together with a few friends making some off-hand comments that cut to the quick, and you are in the 'who am i and what am i doing' tailspin - ugh - i hate that crap.

on a positive note to carry with me to bed, my friend willo took some pictures of the family cat on friday night riding his 'deluxe elevator' as she put it - check them out, they are funny: andre1 and andre2. this cat has a tough life . . .

later dayz. . .